She Doesn’t Have To Know
In a way that if exposed would truly devastate her. You can’t say something like that and not tell us what way that is. Is it because of who it is? That would be my first guess but it could also be how you meet this person. Do you have a whole other secret life?
Are you one of those men who have three families in three different states? I recently learned that my great-grandpa had a whole other family that lived in the same small town that he and my great-grandma lives in. It blew my mind when I found a picture of a woman that had a cousin/sister on it. Turns out my aunt adopted his daughter.