Jesse’s Girl
You are afraid you ruined both relationships? You did ruin both relationships. It was something that you and she knew could happen when you started the affair and it didn’t bother you then. Why would it bother you if you happen to get caught? As if ruining your marriage wasn’t enough, you destroyed the marriage of your best friend.
I will never understand how people can do such horrible things to someone and still act like they are friends with the people they are hurting. How are you able to look at your wife or your best friend every day knowing that what you are doing would destroy them? How is it possible to be that heartless?